firstkiss (deluxe anniversary edition)

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about

it's been a whole year
claire and i have grown so much as people and musicians
the reaction that this album got is incredible considering it was just two kids with a practice amp and a guitar hero microphone.

thank you all so much

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released November 9, 2016

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Track Name: from the big city
i didnt watch the fireworks
id rather sit inside
the light only hurts my eyes

youve got him in my head
youve got him on my mind
and i
cant help but wonder

how many times have i broke down crying
at the train station
red eyes
red eyes
dont wanna go home

how many times have i been caught lying
i feel like im slowly dying dying
i wanna get off
dont leave me alone

to bridge this gap im trying to bridge this gap
this gap youre making
ill just go faster
take the time youre taking

but not as bright as your eyes tonight
mutuals will guide me home
be my guiding light

ignore the words i dont like what they do to you
build me a house to hold the strength i need to see me through
Track Name: lapidicolous (changes)
lets drink to us all
id drink to anything
what a week its been
under the sun

and the seize up of my chest
and the look in your eyes
its off
something isnt right
something isnt right

a long day and another sleepless night
leaving on the lights
knowing when im back here
ill have it in my sights
have it in my sights

i dont like what i does to you
it changes
and i cant handle that
like i cant handle anything
Track Name: tale of a teary cowboy
when i asked the walls about the ghosts in my house
the food all went cold and the lights all went out
and i was left feeling more so alone than i ever had

a ripe age it was yes a ripe age it was
love is the answer and love is the cause
and when it all came crushing down you were so lost

yes i am leaving so thanks for the meal
you said it would kill you and i hope that it will
ill shut the door i know how you dont like the cold

yes i am leaving ill be on my way
no do not mourn me i just can not stay
to be this young and feel so old

i dont know if i can
face this world any more

find the strength to
lift my head off the pillow

this summer
will leave me broken and

so i ask you
to hold me once more

this summer
will leave me broken and

i ask you
dont let me give up

dont let me give up

i dont know if i can
face this world any more

find the strength to
lift my head off the pillow

this summer
will leave me broken and

i ask you
dont let me give up
Track Name: december
as we shared our disease
and inhaled and exhaled our early demise
dark clouds fade not disappear with ease
i then truly saw
that look in your eyes
Id never looked into your eyes before
and I had never cared to try
but although I dont know you I'll never see your face again
this time is now passing me by
ill miss being able to hate it all
and scream at the top of my lungs what a waste
and ill miss feeling sad because thats all I have

december be mine
pretty as you were the day that I first laid my eyes upon you
never got the chance to say that I didnt treat you right
but now I will as time has changed the man I am and I am getting better still just be with me in my arms again
december
Track Name: blue shift
to feel dead is to feel
quite a contradiction
an oxymoron
based on a split decision
what is real?
feel it bitter better
swallow like a pill
might be hard to swallow
give today all your tomorrow

hey where are you going?

sometimes I just want to listen to my lungs
but I cant when they contradict the teeth and the tongue
a shark in the ocean
thats what id like to say
but honestly this moving is whats taking all my life away

hey where are you going

to feel dead is to feel
quite a contradiction
an oxymoron
based on a split decision
what is real?
feel it bitter better
swallow like a pill
might be hard to swallow
give today all your tomorrow

sometimes I just want to listen to my lungs
but I cant when they contradict the teeth and the tongue
a shark in the ocean
thats what id like to say
but honestly this moving is whats taking all my life away

hey where are you going?
Track Name: you told me crying was a good thing and i believed you
the moon went behind a cloud and the cat ran away
the owl keeps on hooting, like my blues, here to stay
oh I believe in love
like the stars up above
masked by the lights
of those big city nights
and this neon blue
i swear its de ja vu
whenever im here
away from you

ive hit your brick wall
theres no slowing
no slowing down
so afraid to face alone again
it often feels like youre my only friend
oh mister owl
how oh how
could i think of starting over again
mister owl
put a jacket on its cold out
im walking now to my end
Track Name: small duck in a big pond (demo)
truly alone i feel
as i sit silent
surrounded by the lack of you
i knew it'd be hard
but not as hard as this
your company's all i miss
all that far away
i just want to say

across the sea
are you stil out there?
still be real to me
never thought that i would see
that i miss you
but i miss you oh i do

across the sea
you still make me feel
are you still out there
still be real to me
never thought that i would see
that i miss you
but i miss you oh i do

truly alone i feel
nights are pointless
and your voice rings in my head
like your phone used to
and the way we used to laugh
and the things we used to say
call me again
im feeling lonely
Track Name: the rocking dream part 2 (demo)
i am a shadow
a dark shape on the wall
to most i do not matter
but im always there to call
people look right through me
without a thought at all
to you i hope i matter
cos my loneliness is taking its toll

lord can you save me?
lord can you save us all?
i lost my way
i lost my faith
i dont know how far i can fall

i am a tower
if pushed im sure to fall
i may be vast and plenty
but a silence rings through my walls
people work within me
to them im just a tool
crumbling and caving in i am
soon there wont be much left of me at all

lord can you save me?
lord can you save us all?
ive lost my way
ive lost my faith
i dont know how far i can fall

my twisted silouette is
the landscape of my mind
i dont mind
i dont mind
i dont mind